If ya ain't creatin... you must be hatin...

First Round

I once thought that I was in love,
c'mon somebody
I know ya'll know what I'm talking bout
I met up with this man and we vibed,
u know
but the thing is,
I didn't love him right away
he was just there and I thought his presence was enough
So I manipulated my own mind to make him the one
I tricked myself by ingnoring his flaws..
clipping ur toes in bed
(that one almost made me sick)...
but by then I was too far gone,
He asked me to be his wife
you have got to be kidding me?
but I said yes to the thought of somebody loving me
I gave him a son
and that was the straw
because when I turned around
his ass was gone
He chose himself, like SOME of them do
How u walk away from ur seed is beyond me,
but how dare u ask me how the hell i am doing
the answer is..
A hell of alot better than you!
U see now I have a love
a love that I grew
a love that I nurtured
and HE is the truth
I call him Nasir - chosen for something more
And ur name is...
oh wait ...
What's ur name again?

Ladyday '08

Tags: hell, love, truth